Post by <{Txepster}> on Aug 19, 2014 19:39:54 GMT -7
Name: Luthais
Gender: Stallion
Breed:Friesian x [(Paint x Thoroughbred x Trakhener) x (Quarter Horse x Mustang)]
Genetics: Ee/aa/nCr/nT
Age: 4 yr old
Born in MUSTANG: Fall, yr 6
Coat Color: Smokey Black Tobiano
Height: 16.1hh
Eye Color:Right - Ice Blue, Left Forest Green
Dam: Gypsy Mistress
Sire: Castro
Grand Dam: Sun Prancer
Grand Sire: Scarecrowe
Generation: 3rd Gen
Health: Physically well fit besides a bit on the lean side from constant paranoia.
Deformity/unique trait: Split personality - His shadow, Gryfflet, is alive to him. It haunts and torments his every move in life, at night he's consumed by his shadow becoming the dark of the night. He can not sleep anymore at night, nightmares of the monstrous bear and dead mother torture his every dream. Since his attempt of suicide, things have just just increasingly become worse.
Personality: Genuinely a quite boy, Luthais has always been distant from society since the day of the nightmare. Though he always looked up to his father, its forever imprinted in his mind Castro is his bloodied savior, he just doesn't know how to express it. The memories drove him mad as a yearling, the trauma had been to much for him to handle so he attempted suicide. After such he was petrified that even death rejected him, his fears and dual personality taking over his life.
He still dreams of being that heroic figure like his father, with family to care for and raise. But his tormenting shadow is always there messing with his head. Making him a skiddish little freak, having chose to be a mute around others. Luthais has not spoken to another equine in over two years, he's always in an edgy state of mind always traveling away from his shadow no matter the time of day. He misses his pappa
History: Starting off young with turmoil, at first brought into this world by the most loving mother one could imagine. Dottling on him the moment he was born and praising how much he already looked like his father. When he'd become strong enough after birth his lovely dame, Gypsy Mistress, brought him home.. Only to be completely petrified for the rest of his life from that day on.
The moments of meeting his father were before a brown beast from the black abyss of the forest bared down on them like an instant thunderstorm. Wrecking havoc and mutilating any horses in view. Memories of a bay draft blundered in to help, but it wasn't enough to save Luthais's mother from sacrificing herself to save her son and true love. In horror the colt fell into the pool of blood surrounding his dieing mother as his brave father finally destroyed the demon. Of whom collapsed from exhaustion, scaring the boy even more that perhaps he'd just lost both his parents to a murderous beast.
With some relief did it ease the boy when his father came too. Yet it was that day his mind and soul were split in two. Forever to relive that nightmare every day or night after. From there he grew and Gryfflet grew, Luthais tried to handle it and be a good son to his father. But his shadow, Gryfflet drove him mad. He couldn't handle the torment anymore, so he found the highest point of rising cove to jump into the sea... It didn't work.
Finding himself in the sea foam waves of a shore, pulled/pushed to shore by a complete stranger that was there when he woke up. He was in pure beguilement of this hero, he was torn between saying thank you or sneaking off without a peep. For a moments time he over came Gryfflet, awarding great appreciation unto the individual. Prouder than ever to be alive that one moment to think clearly on his own and enjoy a day with this heroic figure. Yet... In his sleep the sadistic demon of a shadow came to him in his dreams. Weaseling its way back into his mind, fighting Luthais for control and his sanity.
Only to be woken from this nightmare be the one whom had saved him. Striking out in blind fear that it was Gryfflet grabbing him. Luthais hit his hero several times till they were unconscious. Coming to, completely modified he may have killed the one equine that had stopped himself from dieing. Luthais took off in a freaked out dead run. Never checking if they were still alive, when they were just knocked out, the frightened colt couldn't bare himself anymore.
Luthais ran till his hooves bled and ached, always running away from his shadow in the day time. He beat and battered himself for every thought of what he had just done. It was inconceivable he could have done that so blindly. Yet Gryfflet spurred him he should have finished his attack with an ending blow. Which was soo wrong. Luthais went on to run away from everything and every one, never allowing himself to get close to anyone in fear of hurting them.
Two years of chosen silence and isolation, a feeling from deep within is saying go home. That his only salvation is there. As he's grown and filled out to be a handsome stallion, Gryfflet has grown stronger with his hold on Luthais. Every day a harder challenged to mentally defend himself. The pressure to give in to this darker side of himself is unforgiving and brutal to bare. He won't be able to handle it much longer if he stays on his own.
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